So the perfect song just came on Pandora to match my thoughts. 

As much as I absolutely hate to admit it, I am still hung up on him. Even after months of not talking and him having a new girlfriend, I cannot help but still miss him and want to be with him. My stomach flips every single time someone merely mentions his name. I can’t wait for the day to be completely over him. But anyways, back to the song. I do not know why I still feel this way? I hate it. I absolutely hate it. 

Tell Me by Jake Owen

She said she loved me, all night long
I couldnt help but let her string my heart along
I knew better, I still do
But I’m not the first man who’s ever played the fool

So tell me, why do I keep holding on?
Oh, why do I keep staring down the barrel of a loaded gun?
Then tell me why cant I just can’t let go?
Somebody knows, then tell me

I wont point the finger, but I’ll take the blame
Cause I saw her coming from a million miles away
I should have fought the feeling, but I gave in
Cause those lying blue eyes kept on pulling me back in

So tell me, why do I keep holding on?
Oh, why do I keep staring down the barrel of a loaded gun?
Then tell me why cant I just can’t let go?
Somebody knows, then tell me

So tell me, why do I keep holding on?
Oh, why do I keep staring down the barrel of a loaded gun?
Then tell me why cant I just can’t let go?
Somebody knows, somebody knows
Then tell me

Oh, why cant you just tell me?

If you know